What I’m Telling Myself

These days…are so….???

I’m telling myself that I don’t want that, but what if I do?

I’m telling myself to cheer up buttercup! Perhaps tomorrow will be a better day.

I’m telling myself to suck it up buttercup! You’ve known far worse.

I’m telling myself that it’s been so long since I turned into something so violent. I’m reminded of last week, in the corner.

I’m telling myself that…